tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26451260521279635792024-03-14T03:53:32.309+08:00Feel Free Like The BreezeWords will control us once used. Always be aware and careful with what you said.freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.comBlogger370125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-35137445863248002932024-02-27T07:48:00.002+08:002024-02-27T07:48:20.875+08:00Keliru....<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: medium;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/kc3dswRKHCo" width="320" youtube-src-id="kc3dswRKHCo"></iframe></div><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: medium;"><i style="caret-color: rgb(32, 33, 36); color: #202124; font-family: -webkit-standard;"><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;"></span></span></i> </span></p><p></p><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Di tepian simpang ini</span></span></i></div><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Sejenak aku terhenti</span></i></div><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Terbayanglah bagaimana</span></i></div></span><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Pengembaraanku bermula</span></i></div></span></span></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Ku tinggalkan segala yang</span></span></i></div><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Ku sayang dan ku cinta</span></i></div><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Hanya untuk mencari</span></i></div></span><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Satu identiti diri yang murni</span></i></div></span></span></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Setelah terjerat dalam</span></span></i></div><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Dilema aku mengerti</span></i></div><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Bagaimana sukarnya</span></i></div></span><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Mengenal diri sendiri</span></i></div></span></span></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Hanyutlah aku dalam arus</span></span></i></div><i><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Hidup yang tak menentu</span></span></i></div></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Maka timbul kesedaran</span></span></i></div><i><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Yang aku selama ini keliru</span></span></i></div></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Ku pandukan cahayamu</span></span></i></div><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Darimu Ilahi</span></i></div><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Aku bersujud memohon doa</span></i></div></span><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Memohon rahmat memohon restumu</span></i></div></span></span></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Kau senangkanlah</span></span></i></div><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Mudahkanlah perjalanan hidupku</span></i></div><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Selama ini aku terpedaya</span></i></div></span><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Dan keliru keliru keliru keliru</span></i></div></span></span></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Setelah terjerat dalam</span></span></i></div><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Dilema aku mengerti</span></i></div><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Bagaimana sukarnya</span></i></div></span><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Mengenal diri sendiri</span></i></div></span></span></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge"><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Hanyutlah aku dalam arus</span></span></i></div><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Hidup yang tak menentu</span></i></div><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Maka timbul kesedaran</span></i></div></span><span jsname="YS01Ge"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span jsname="YS01Ge">Yang aku selama ini keliru</span></i></div></span></span></i></div><div class="ujudUb" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 12px; text-align: center;"><span jsname="YS01Ge"><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Keliru</span></i></span></div><div class="ujudUb WRZytc" jsname="U8S5sf" style="background-color: white; color: #202124; margin-bottom: 0px; text-align: center;"><span jsname="YS01Ge"><i><span style="font-family: helvetica; font-size: large;">Keliru keliru keliru</span></i></span></div><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><p></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-62494625993225996422024-02-27T07:38:00.002+08:002024-02-27T07:38:46.058+08:00Saat itu<p><br /><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 38px; font-weight: bold;">Saat itu....</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 31.6px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Bila hati terguris</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Sakitnya bak teriris</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Tiada yang bisa membantu</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Kecuali Allah yang SATU</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Debaran jantung bagai dipalu</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Fikiran kusut terasa buntu</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br />Tiada yang lebih memahami<p></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Kecuali IILLAHI....</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Walau terasa amat disakiti</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Walau sendu hati menangisi</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Walau tercalar perasaan ini.....</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Sujudlah.....</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Mohonlah.....</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Doalah......</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Yakinlah.... </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">rintihan itu pasti diDENGARI</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Saat itu......</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Allah menghampirimu</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Memandangmu</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Mendengarmu</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Tangisanmu bak seorang bayi</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Ingin dipeluki</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Ingin disentuhi</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Ingin didengari</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Allah ada.....Allah ada....</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">KehadiranNYA dirasai</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Kau tidak sendiri.....</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Kau tidak ditinggalkan sendiri.....</span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-14633214830633636772023-09-27T07:47:00.006+08:002023-09-28T06:48:16.216+08:00Mother is supreme<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdizK2l93_MUJZcPWK3c8CaFelucVcJ8IoJZHrC9-e92S1Q08Xw-zsUvLvA-bHTliTTUvKFvf94FI6bS5F7h01njJkoBQA3tpHp7eqRq4lZCTyyrmadsyNOAOMjXa6mFyx1aCcxC1E3z_MHiN9OQkvey6_iQhgCYzWyn0Hi_cNOeIjmTzLcC5Los8kH50/s4032/IMG_6597.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdizK2l93_MUJZcPWK3c8CaFelucVcJ8IoJZHrC9-e92S1Q08Xw-zsUvLvA-bHTliTTUvKFvf94FI6bS5F7h01njJkoBQA3tpHp7eqRq4lZCTyyrmadsyNOAOMjXa6mFyx1aCcxC1E3z_MHiN9OQkvey6_iQhgCYzWyn0Hi_cNOeIjmTzLcC5Los8kH50/s320/IMG_6597.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 23px; text-size-adjust: auto;">Prophet Muhammad s.a.w said that we should put our mother first in first and then only the father. That is what happens in reality.</span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 23px; text-size-adjust: auto;"> </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">A mother will not let go of our hands when we are young. May it be in walking, crossing the road, and in whatever situation, she will always lead the children, hand in hand! She will never let go.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">When I was in college, I learned the phrase, Mother is Supreme. I did not actually understand them until I became a mother! So much truth. Oh, dear.....</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">To a mother, her children never grow up. That is why mother barely listens to their children's points of view but take and believe in others even though it is the same point of view. In her eyes, her children are too young even though her children are married and have children of their own. No worries, that is normal. It's global......throughout the world.!! Of course, some mothers do listen to their children but they only pick the ones that they want to hear... heh heh heh.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">But remember this....when you are down and in trouble, the first person you need most is your mother. Mothers will sit and listen to your problems. She hugs you, listens to you, and touches you in silence. She will let you talk and her silence gives you that certain kind of calmness. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Mothers will work hard to help you in almost everything. She will do her level best to make sure her children survive and doing well in life. She will protect and even fight for her children. She will even ready to humiliate herself for the sake of her children. She never cares about herself because her children come first! She will not let go because she is a MOTHER!!!.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">You are lucky if your mother is still around. Do not hurt her, love her with all of your heart. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Take care of her and give her happiness and comfort. She will be happy if her children are but she will be the saddest person if you are sad. but remember that, you can never repay her for all that she has done for you!!! NEVER!!!!</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Mothers only want to see you and watch you grow. She just wants your time..... is it so hard to pick up the phone and call her as much as you can! Get a smartphone so she can see you in the screen. Believe it or not, she misses her children every single second of the day. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">So, go and visit your mother, hug her because once she is gone, there is no other love that can replace her. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">I am a mother and I miss my children......A mother's job is never done until the day she closes her eyes, just remember this.....</span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-26974747274278381702023-09-27T07:08:00.005+08:002023-09-28T06:49:29.248+08:00Just a simple thought!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwyKKsUJ7aRpPxokVKw6PHZNsTtQcNYyMRJEUk3alXXSsl0QvjM1l_BPtcQ3YwI63-NwFrGW5c9k9vEM6PneflUMoZapZKOiT8wg1_G8EgiheKLbNijC5t_q0yaawoAbZD-FBd5-PGcZFpJ0oSVOCVw921-UXk-xJm7qXerKiH1_FFbefy3H0I4O9mea4/s3840/085762B7-682F-4CB8-A094-0F10837F967A.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3840" data-original-width="2160" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiwyKKsUJ7aRpPxokVKw6PHZNsTtQcNYyMRJEUk3alXXSsl0QvjM1l_BPtcQ3YwI63-NwFrGW5c9k9vEM6PneflUMoZapZKOiT8wg1_G8EgiheKLbNijC5t_q0yaawoAbZD-FBd5-PGcZFpJ0oSVOCVw921-UXk-xJm7qXerKiH1_FFbefy3H0I4O9mea4/s320/085762B7-682F-4CB8-A094-0F10837F967A.jpeg" width="180" /></a></div><br /><p><span style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 23px;">Looking at the youngsters enjoying themselves with friends and families reminds me of my salad days. Well, those were the days when I was young, very much green in judgment, energetic, and full of dreams and wants but not needs! </span> <span style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 23px;">Needs came much later! Well, most of what I wanted so much was fulfilled. Alhamdulillah.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">But life is like a wheel. It will roll around. Sometimes you are up high and looking downwards and sometimes you are down and looking upwards. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Just enjoy the view as the wheel turns. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>It doesn't matter where you are, just take one step at a time. Then you will be OK. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">For as long as we live, we have to complete the tusks and go through many tests from Allah. May it be minor tests or major tests. Allah wants us to hang on to Him, talk to Him, and cry to Him... Only Him! Allah listens and He knows what is best for us even though we thought it was not! That is what we are here for.... to be tested! So, just go along, do what you have to do, avoid making stupid mistakes, <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>make more friends and most of all keep your family together in whatever circumstances... you must stick together. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Hold tight and do not let go. Be responsible towards one another!</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">I am still looking outside my window and smiling to myself remembering my salad days! </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Thank you Allah for everything!</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Allah is the Best Planner!</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-21399173535941710392023-09-27T07:06:00.004+08:002023-09-28T06:52:03.648+08:00What I see<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg38Fynzv0c9NefY-iAqdvVtZMmTa4rSNmBHblQFlCOwjUZy2FhR5CaNIOjvc35rfdrhGFaA0AeZrd1jtq4AqwQS4DTN5Qc7GUJcz2XVgbElYUayAI0ow0r7h32PGpm0Sja5UUME-HukvjFacJlGp7NiwLZuyqz8hufhYc_cS4hpgszFl0GQOVoz38agb0/s3840/6DE141C9-22D8-4E86-B7D2-163832643400.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2160" data-original-width="3840" height="180" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg38Fynzv0c9NefY-iAqdvVtZMmTa4rSNmBHblQFlCOwjUZy2FhR5CaNIOjvc35rfdrhGFaA0AeZrd1jtq4AqwQS4DTN5Qc7GUJcz2XVgbElYUayAI0ow0r7h32PGpm0Sja5UUME-HukvjFacJlGp7NiwLZuyqz8hufhYc_cS4hpgszFl0GQOVoz38agb0/s320/6DE141C9-22D8-4E86-B7D2-163832643400.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilsKle3ST2vViFXXfqGPWffExQ1kS9SXo6atys39uPltkgRDLPHGS-6wZkrRPslJls2VIcTFvyNp_vRwAcwDwjYZ6PgKvyarWJyuCN34ckn4LKpSMG9HsEB9AOpdaCEpNXpVJLU2hnUmOc4BONJJd5f2GhCX12N7h-S7gudlJTUNMktmdMtp9nfP_diYk/s3840/662083C8-9F23-4F18-880E-A56818678954.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2160" data-original-width="3840" height="180" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilsKle3ST2vViFXXfqGPWffExQ1kS9SXo6atys39uPltkgRDLPHGS-6wZkrRPslJls2VIcTFvyNp_vRwAcwDwjYZ6PgKvyarWJyuCN34ckn4LKpSMG9HsEB9AOpdaCEpNXpVJLU2hnUmOc4BONJJd5f2GhCX12N7h-S7gudlJTUNMktmdMtp9nfP_diYk/s320/662083C8-9F23-4F18-880E-A56818678954.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><p><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">I am waiting for my love in the hotel lobby. Such a big and spacious lobby it is. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">I saw many people walking up and down carrying pieces of stuff. Well, the young ones with their toy, mums with handbags and small items of luggage, and many more. Almost all of them dressed nicely and well pressed... of course, such a prestige resort.... only those with lots of money or under the expenses of their company can afford to stay here. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>But why not! Spend some for you and your loved ones once in a blue moon. You deserve the break! One night is enough and if you are thinking of staying longer, check out and go get affordable hotels,. There are many boutique hotels nearby.... half the price!!! Hahahah. This is what I call ... be realistic!</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">It seems that my love is still stuck in the hall listening to talks.... I hope he stays awake or else he will be humiliating himself! But that man is an original. He does things his own way. That is what makes him great! Love of my eyes.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">At last, he is here! Yeay!</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Walked along an old collogue. They were together in 1992. Believe it or not, they were the people who opened up this place....Bertam! It used to be a rubber plantation! He did well. It makes me proud to have such a great man in my life. Alhamdulillah.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Off he goes again to listen to talks in the hall! Hope he survives! Hahahhaha. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">And......I am still waiting in the lobby! Looking at people and people looking at me!!!! Do I look good....yeah baby!!!</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-38299473165562049412023-09-26T22:32:00.002+08:002023-09-26T22:32:48.757+08:00As you age....<p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 3px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">When the time comes, then only we realize what it meant by growing old. We cannot imagine it when we were young. But in time you will discover the truth. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPHxGX6wPqI_tTWQ90T068c3-4st2MAdPyym2XJtwIVqtu0wXOsqL5JIanEC5Et13sEq49J6bid5elkir1KMx1lKkv_2cvpAFFkwZtIM7F4oAZxuabvBqquQ9eU-cXykjTLVk1vKxIRE_V4HyUen34tAxFtgWl9S8sZT4-s9cjniotDRIvsTQeXrwtG-0/s1156/7228a51c-52f7-4c5e-b615-ed263677a6ef.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="651" data-original-width="1156" height="180" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPHxGX6wPqI_tTWQ90T068c3-4st2MAdPyym2XJtwIVqtu0wXOsqL5JIanEC5Et13sEq49J6bid5elkir1KMx1lKkv_2cvpAFFkwZtIM7F4oAZxuabvBqquQ9eU-cXykjTLVk1vKxIRE_V4HyUen34tAxFtgWl9S8sZT4-s9cjniotDRIvsTQeXrwtG-0/s320/7228a51c-52f7-4c5e-b615-ed263677a6ef.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">There is nothing wrong to grow old. We should not look what we had left behind but always looking forward what to come. Forget about our stupidity and never repeat our mistakes. Just move on. The past is over and we cannot amend it anymore but we can create a better us in future!</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">Life is full of surprises! There are <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>happy days and sad days but <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>all we need to do is to capture the moments because <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>it will last <br /><br /></span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH7yOAvMTs0X6vW1OMh2rTPN6HCOcekv6xOujb8IyjqymZmRBpxw22Gd_2tHyCeeX84oihmoJx8imUggpksct0yE5xNPCphojq1to5jtnAjxaK39ZHxvq42slxcb5CSSTpqBNzrVuzXEIScCFTV30Vekc6AWBAkhUuX-bUACfu5B98zDR2F2tQjP0h4b0/s1080/e64022f4-eaa9-4d26-b385-9f58cef9afd1.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="810" data-original-width="1080" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH7yOAvMTs0X6vW1OMh2rTPN6HCOcekv6xOujb8IyjqymZmRBpxw22Gd_2tHyCeeX84oihmoJx8imUggpksct0yE5xNPCphojq1to5jtnAjxaK39ZHxvq42slxcb5CSSTpqBNzrVuzXEIScCFTV30Vekc6AWBAkhUuX-bUACfu5B98zDR2F2tQjP0h4b0/s320/e64022f4-eaa9-4d26-b385-9f58cef9afd1.jpeg" width="320" /></a></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><br /></span></div><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">in our memory box for a very long time. That is why the elders only remember <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>the old stories when they were much younger because of the captured moments.</span><p></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyeEWeulOm_EUKSFbE68pn3LQDYG-r7DODw2TO-jKACLUkARNd48le_0XYZMM6IT_Q-EUydvhrPSL8OH08anPQ844JAgQ9YV1L_x6s6lPuc7v0S8YOX_gAjkTz1AbAeHuR9OClW_i2d3iKVZx0TX-Ze-0LtPDlW0pOTxL5ITycxgfK8I14SxPcwBKZpic/s4032/IMG_6619.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyeEWeulOm_EUKSFbE68pn3LQDYG-r7DODw2TO-jKACLUkARNd48le_0XYZMM6IT_Q-EUydvhrPSL8OH08anPQ844JAgQ9YV1L_x6s6lPuc7v0S8YOX_gAjkTz1AbAeHuR9OClW_i2d3iKVZx0TX-Ze-0LtPDlW0pOTxL5ITycxgfK8I14SxPcwBKZpic/s320/IMG_6619.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_uJj8KAGjG08EQKmtA8d95pJhXPGSfsY7t_jZMR4cU5pxlZ3U2_WCiddt5lGC36gTMDWW_7ALiuapvtHV87D-3WsZtM5SHxlslpO2aSBJddMH-oQKbeHE48Pw_KG43m8M6SprtvyVDcm7klpb0V4M2hJLxCjsH5aNYb0zh5AcS_QWBMokMkWpjoOm2Ys/s1156/42465a0e-2cf0-44c9-9454-a0a574d7aa5d.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="651" data-original-width="1156" height="180" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_uJj8KAGjG08EQKmtA8d95pJhXPGSfsY7t_jZMR4cU5pxlZ3U2_WCiddt5lGC36gTMDWW_7ALiuapvtHV87D-3WsZtM5SHxlslpO2aSBJddMH-oQKbeHE48Pw_KG43m8M6SprtvyVDcm7klpb0V4M2hJLxCjsH5aNYb0zh5AcS_QWBMokMkWpjoOm2Ys/s320/42465a0e-2cf0-44c9-9454-a0a574d7aa5d.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-feature-settings: normal; font-kerning: auto; font-optical-sizing: auto; font-size-adjust: none; font-stretch: normal; font-variant-alternates: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; font-variant-ligatures: normal; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-position: normal; font-variation-settings: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: medium;">When you age but still strong, <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>try as much as you can to visit your old friends. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Old friends only talk about days of the childhood, about the past, teasing one another of <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>the naive days and, mistakes and foolishness! Those stories <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>are the beautiful moments you shared together and that creates long lasting laughter that keeps you healthy and feeling young again! So in other words, you live longer when you meet up with old friends.... just do it!!!!</span></span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-13436683489875263772022-05-04T08:06:00.003+08:002022-05-04T08:06:32.830+08:00Syukran Ya Allah<p> <span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 38px; font-weight: bold;">Syukran Ya Allah</span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIYhDm0yL0fUYyrgKdhxX3Va-Qjonk0GZs8wVVQ2DxFGKlmvwp2hp_3rpMtkgUDyjS-GMzswS8PoSc7CpSUfpYG0MTu-NCZ7kszUC2ODq2C2phlnKrYDpdnX5rTMFgyNwmwrpMgTCRNVodFjJgOtr2GL-Yny1QjKvuWOQdDsOowHVvx-7Zgo4l7Lha/s3088/D4082FC2-BA93-4AF4-8641-1DDED9633647.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3088" data-original-width="2316" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIYhDm0yL0fUYyrgKdhxX3Va-Qjonk0GZs8wVVQ2DxFGKlmvwp2hp_3rpMtkgUDyjS-GMzswS8PoSc7CpSUfpYG0MTu-NCZ7kszUC2ODq2C2phlnKrYDpdnX5rTMFgyNwmwrpMgTCRNVodFjJgOtr2GL-Yny1QjKvuWOQdDsOowHVvx-7Zgo4l7Lha/s320/D4082FC2-BA93-4AF4-8641-1DDED9633647.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Hari ini, seusia ini, kau masih memberi aku peluang bernafas. Tahun yang lalu kau mencubit aku. Berbulan aku terlantar. Tapi, aku bersyukur kehadratMu kerana aku kembali segar! Saat terlantar, tiada lain yang kupinta.... hanya kepadaMu aku berserah.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Syukran Ya Allah..... peluang kehidupan ini aku berhasrat untuk memperbaiki segala kelemahanku, mempertingkatkan keimananku dan mensyukuri segala nikmatMu. Berilah aku kekuatan itu wahai Maha Penciptaku..... hanya kepadaMu aku meminta.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Syukran Ya Allah..... </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Dua insan yang kau amanahkan mengandungkan, melahirkan dan membesarkanku telah Kau panggil pulang. Aku memohon kepadaMu Agar kau ampunilah segala dosa dan kesalahan kedua orang tuaku. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Kasihanilah mereka sebagaimana mereka mengasihiku semasa kecilku. Aku bermohon agar ditempatkan mereka di Syurga FirdausMu. Anugerahkanlah mereka kedudukan tertinggi dan pakaikanlah mereka Mahkota di kepala. Tidak terbalas budi mereka ... hanya Kau saja! Aku bermohon semoga Berlemah lembutlah</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"> dengan mereka kerana mereka Mak dan Abahku!</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Syukran Ya Allah.....</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Kau jodohkanku dengan dia. Itulah nikmat, itulah rezeki buatku dariMu. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Ya Allah, dia adalah imamku, guruku, sahabatku.... malah dia adalah penyejuk hatiku, perujuk kemusykilan dan penenang di waktu kusutku. Memandangnya sahaja, terlerai masalahku! Panjangkanlah jodoh kami hingga ke FirdausMu. Aku bermohon kepadaMu agar kau merahmati kehidupannya di dunia dan akhirat kerana dia insan teristimewaku Dulu, Kini dan Selamanya! Suamiku adalah hadiah paling istimewa <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>dariMu untukku. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Syukran Ya Allah..... </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Kau kembangkan Zuriat keturunanku dari dua pasang anak menantu hingga tujuh orang cucu. Terima kasih kerana <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>memelihara kesihatan dan keselamatan mereka. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Aku memhon kepadaMu agar dipertingkatkan keimanan mereka dan jiwa yang sentiasa mengingatiMu dan menyebut-nyebut namaMu. YaAllah, kau terangkanlah hati mereka, <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>tajamkan penglihatan dan pendengaran <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>mereka, betulkan sebutan mereka agar mereka berjaya membaca dan menghafaz Al QuranMu kerana itulah kunci kejayaan mereka di dunia dan di akhirat. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Hanya kepadaMu aku memohon. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Amiiiin.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Syukran Ya Allah....</span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;">Aku mempunyai saudara-mara, sahabat-handai, jiran tetangga teman-taulan dan ramai kenalan <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>yang amat menyayangiku dan menghurmatiku. Ampunilah mereka dan rahmatilah kehidupan mereka dan pertemukanlah serta kumpulkan kami bersama di SyurgaMu nanti.. </span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"><br /></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 32.4px;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody;"></span><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-34154326532520993282022-01-04T21:42:00.001+08:002022-01-04T21:42:08.780+08:00Mengapa?<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"> Hari ini ia menyapa. </span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lama sungguh tidak berjumpa. </span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bila ditanya kemana rimba kau berjimba. </span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Katanya ,”Biarlah rahsia…. “.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Selamat pulang Sang Suria. Kepulanganmu amat dinantikan.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tapi langit sudah kembali kelam…</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Mengapa?</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Katanya, “Izinkan aku berehat seketika. </span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Nanti aku akan kembali jua buat sepenuh masa….”</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Segeralah kau kembali….</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Hadirmu amat diperlukan…</span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-70824016693375383552022-01-04T21:33:00.004+08:002022-01-07T21:07:10.603+08:00Whose fault?<p style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I decided to have a short vacation.</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>It has been a long time since I last had one. </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I needed a short break. </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I put Rain in charge. </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>He promised to be good.</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>But it seems he did not..</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>It upsets me of his doings. </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>He hurts people and animals. </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Washed away everything that blocked his ways. </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I saw bodies and debris </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I heard cries </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I saw rage</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I heard shouts here and there..</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>They were so upset, stressed, sad </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Lost their belongings</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Lost their <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>loved ones</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Some even lost their mind</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>But……Rain denied!</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>He said….</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Water flows freely ….everywhere</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Small or big hollows, drains and into the rivers….and to the sea </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>So strong that I can move almost anything effortlessly…</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>But</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>There were buildings everywhere</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Where can I go?</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Humans changed the earth surface.</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>What used to be a clearance </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>What used to be a passage….</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Were no more there</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Humans dumped rubbish everywhere…</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Suffocated the river</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>They narrowed the river banks</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>They cut trees as they wished</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>The ground became soggy and gave way.</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Water flows fast, nothing to slow it down..</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I have to carry the logs, the rubbish and earth…..</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>The same goes for everything ….</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>What can I do?</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Is it my fault?</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>NO!!</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>It is their fault!</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>They caused the flood</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Well……</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Now you are back…</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Just do your job.</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Time to dry the earth</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>We both have our own path</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>We both have our own jobs and missions</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>I have done mine</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Allah has stated everything</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>The humans are at fault</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>They have brains…</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>But they refused the gift</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>They did the unthinkable</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>It was their own doings…</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Not yours and not mine</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>It’s them…</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2" style="font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: large;"><i>Let this be a lesson to them</i></span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-41798143402788884392021-10-26T18:48:00.003+08:002022-01-07T21:04:53.363+08:00The Sacrifices.....<span style="font-size: large;">Abah passed away many years ago. The best part of ABah is always his smile and wittiness. He will always make us happy and was never angry. He accepted what is given and always feel thankful about it....</span><div><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;">Abah depended so much on Mak. Mak was her strength. The strength that drive Abah forward was Mak. Both of them played important role in bringing us up.</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span style="font-size: large;">When Abah passed away, Mak strength started to fade away. Even though she tried to hide her loneliness and missing Abah, it showed. Five years Mak suffered. She would send food and drinks to the Surau in the name of her beloved husband.</span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;">I know now what it feels like. When I was in bed, very sick because of the pandemic, my husband took care of me from head to toe. He did everything with a smile on his face even though Allah only know how worried he was towards m early bad progress. I saw his worried eyes and rating to Allah for my recovery. Even how much I tried to make him feel at ease, but I saw the pain in him. He was very sad and devastated. He will massage my back, recite Quran to my ears, pray jamaah with me and always make sure that I am in the most comfortable position to rest. some days, when he saw I am awake, he will crack jokes just to put a smile on my face. I tell you, he tried very hard. That smile did not visit my face at all....I cried looking at how hard he tried but that is my husband. He never gives up...he kept on joking around. Sometimes I cried looking at his effort. He loves me unlimitedly. H really loves me unconditionally....MaSyaAllah.</span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;">That is what marriage is all about. All about sacrifice....somethings that has been our likings but was not a favourite of our partner, slowly we let it go. We tried our very best to complement each other. We did our own part and live with it and together, hand in hand. I make dua to Allah to keep us always in the best of health, wealth, happiness and love forever.</span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: large;">The last two nights before I was discharged, I had this beautiful dream. I dreamt Abah lying in bed net to me and looking down at me with his beautiful smile....as if Abah is saying that I am going to be alright ad I will be healthy soon. That was the strength I was looking for....to fight and to survive for my loved ones......Alhamdulillah.</span></div>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-2334953560768652462021-10-26T18:45:00.002+08:002021-10-26T18:45:26.557+08:00Satu igauan hidup.....<p> <span style="font-size: large;">Aku rasa akulah yang paling berhati-hati. Kleuar hanya bila perlu dan ikut masa tertentu sahaja. Hanya aku, suami dan seluruh keluargaku. Tapi dalam pada kami berjaga, rupanya terdapat ruang yang longgar yang membenarkan virus Covid19 menyapa kami......entah dari mana datangnya.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Hari itu cucu kedua kami demam. Panas suhu badannya. Suhu tak tinggi sangat tapi cepat kami bagi ubat demam. Esoknya Alhamdulillah sihat. Selepas Aaafi sihat demam menular ke Abang Ammar, Aiira dan anak sulongku Along. Tapi, lepas pekena ubat demam, terus baik. Alhamdulillah. Kami sangkkan ia adalah viral fever kerana masa itu hujan lebat dan banjir sana sini.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Kemudian secara tak semena-mena suamiku dan menantu demam pulak. Dua hari tak kebah. lepas tu baru perasan bada sendiri rasa acam tak kena. Bila demam tak kebah-kebah, turun naik, tak boleh nak telan makanan dan minuman. Segalanya pahit. Sampai ke peringkat muntah. Terus ambil keputusan buat swab test di sebuah klinik yang diiktiraf oleh KKM. RM146.00 seorang. Pada keesokan pagi dapat tahu kami bertiga positif Covid. Ya Allah. Suami dan menantu tidak bergejala tapi aku yang parah.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Tak boleh buang masa lagi. Kaadaan aku makin teruk. Cakap pun dah tak boleh. Keluarga ambil keputusan terus rujuk pada Avisena Specialist Centre. Maka bermulalah episod baru dalam hidupku.....</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Sesampai saja di ruangan KECEMASAN, jantungku mula berdebar. Pelbagai persoalan melintasi minda....antaranya....adakah ini perjalanan akhirku di dunia ini. Bertapa banyak lagi yang belum sempat aku lakukan. bertapa banyak lagi kekuarangan dan masa amat terhad. Ketika itu, aku hanya berserah sebulatnya diriku ini kepada Allah. Ya Allah, Hanya Yang Terbaik dariMU untuk hambaMU yang hina ini.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Dr Rasidi bin Saidin dan teamnya menjalankan pelbagai jenis ujian ke atas diriku. Aku hanya mampu terbaring menyerah diri. Dibibirku hanya ada Allah. Ya Allah bantulah kau...... Ujian darah, X Ray, tekanan darah dan pelbagai jenis ujian. Akhirnya, keputusannya....aku disahkan Positif Covid Kategori 4!!! YA Allah.....satu tamparam buatku. Terkaku dan terkedu....tiba-tiba senyappppp....... inikah pengakhiranku! Sat demi satu wajah keluargaku menjelma. ku tatap wajah suamiku yang tampak begitu sedih memikirkan untuk menelan berita ini. aku tahu bertapa dia amat bersedih hati. Aku tahu hatinya menangisi keadaanku. Aku amat mengenalinya.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Oleh kerana dia bukan pesakit, hanya aku di bawa naik ke bilik sedirian. HDU9....itulah wadku selama di hospital tersebut. Saat itu aku mersa amat sunyi...kosong rasa dunia ini. sepuluh kali sekejap jururawat bertugas lelaki dan perempuan menyediakan ubat-ubatan untuk diriku. Tabung demi tabung darah diambil bagi memastikan tahap bahaya virus dlm parus-paruku. seluruh badanku merasa amat sakit, bisa dan aku tak tak tahu apa yang hendakku katakan . Tiada ayat yang boeh mencernakan perasaanku ini...Allah saja yang tahu..... Aku masih ingat Jururawat lelaki bernama Hidayat dan Erman yang bertugas ketika itu. Setiap kali proses memasukkan ubat, cucuk jarum dan sebagainya, mereka akan memberi penjelasanan , nama ubat, kegunaan ubat dan sebagainya....semuanya transparensi. Malam itu dapat aku tidur dengan nyenyak dengan bantuan oxygen dan dijaga sepanjang malam oleh para petugas.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Esok petangnya, aku mendapat kejutan. Walaaupun aku masih dalam kesakitan tetapi kehadiran suami disisi memberi semangat untuk aku meneruskan kehidupan. Rupanya, oleh kerana umurnya 60 tahun ke atas, KKM mengarahkan beliau tidak boleh dikuarantin di rumah tetapi ke CAC yang ditetatapkan. Namum, beliau memilih untuk bersamaku. Maka kami di letakkan di bilik yang berhadapan antara satu sama lain.....inilah semangatku. Allah mendengar rintihan hatiku dan menjawabnya. Alhamdulillah. Setiap malam, suamiku akan datang mengurutku dengan membaca beberapa surah dan terus menerus mendoakanku. setiap waktu solat beliau pastikan aku dikemaskan dan berjemaah bersamanya. Setiap waktu terluangkhasnya waktu Subuh, belaiu pasti membacakan surah Yasiiiin buatku. inilah yang apa yang Allah caturkan buat aku. aku amat-amat bersyukur Terima kasih Ya Allah. Kau menunjukkan segalanya kepadaku tanpa ku sedari......</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Setiap hari aku menjalani proses yang sama. Bekalan makanan dan minuman memenuhi ruangan bilik. Entah dari siapa gerangannya. Yang pasti dari sahabat dan jiranku. MasyaAllah. Kami berkongsi makanan dengan para petugas untuk elak pembaziran. Rupanya masih ada ruangan bersedekah. Alhamdulillah.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Setiap petang, Dr Rashidi akan datang memeriksa keadaan kesihatanku. Kemudian beliau akan berikan penjelasan yang panjang lebar sehinggakan aku rasa aku akan jadi doktor perasaaannya. Itulah kehebatan Dr Rashidi. Beliau sentiasa ada alasan, ada ulasan yang lengkap tentang apa yang kita tanya. Setiap pertanyaan jawapannya lengkap. Aku amat bersyukur beliau doktor yang menjaga aku...amat-amat bersyukur. Kebetulan pula, beliau adalah jiranku dan juga teman sepengajianku membaca Al Quran mingguan setiap Isnin. Begitulah kehebatan percaturan Allah. Ya Allah.......hebatnya....</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Setiap orang yang pernah mengalami serangan virus ini sahaja yang mampu bercerita panjang lebar tentangnya. Mengikut penceritaan para petugas hospital, aku bernasib baik kerana elah menerima dua dos lengkap SINOVAC pada awal Mei. Sekiranya, dibandingkan orang yang belum mendapat vaksin lengkap keadaannya adalah jauh lebih teruk dari apa yang aku alami.....mungkin dari kategori 4 dan langsung naik hingga ke seterusnya. Itulah yang dikongsikan bersamaku. Alhamdulillah...aku melaluinya dengan kehendak Allah. Aku Bersyukur dan berdoa semoga janganlah ada yang mengalami pengalamanku ini. Sakitnya YA Allah.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Pelbagai side effects yang dialami oleh setiap bekas penghidap virus ini. Seorang sepupu suamiku, keadaan beliau menjadi begitu takut untuk bertemu orang apa lagi untuk menyentuh orang dan sebagainya. Ada yang berpeluh keluar menitik-nitik dari hujung-hujung jari jemarinya. Ada yang suka berdiri atau duduk di satu sudut sepanjang malam. Ada yang kencingnya tidak tos dan sebagainya. Aku.....setiap malam aku akan berpeluh sakan di bahagian dadan dan kepala seolah-olah baru lepas bersukan. Aku terpaksa bangun dan memperkemaskan diri dengan menukar baju dan menyalin alas tidur. mungkin itu yang dinamakan long covic. tapi tak apalah. yang terburuk telah berlalu. Yang tinggal hanyalah kenangan bahawa aku pernah berada disitu, memohon restu dari Allah agar memaafkan aku. Memohon agar keluarga dan zuriat keturunananku selamat dan sentiasa mendoakanku. Sebenarnya, bila kena, barulah kita tahu bertapa berharganya nyawa ini. Setiap nafas yang kita hela....itlah kehidupan dan pengharapan.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Aku ingin berterima kasih kepada semua orang khasnya keluarga, sahabat, teman, kenalan jauh dan dekat seluruh dunia yang telah berusaha mengadakan pelbagai Majlis Bacaan Doa Selamat memohon kepada Allah agar memberiku kekuatan dan bertahan menahan penyakit ini. Terima kasih atas penghantaran doa dan kata-kata semangat yang tak putus-putus. Ada yang menangis di telinga suamiku dan memikirkan keadaanku. Ya Allah, bertapa aku rasa amat dikasihi. Inilah nikmat yang Allah berikan kepadaku. </span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Pengorbanan ahli keluarga dan kekuatan mental serta fizikal amat diperlukan. mereka hanya mendapat berita tentang keadaanku terus dari Doktor Rashidi. Beliau akan menerangkan secara terperinci tentang keadaaku selama menerima rwaan samada bertindak balas yang positif atau negatif. Ini memerlukan kekuatan mental bagi mereka untuk terus berharap. Hanya Allah saja yang dapat membalas pengorbanan mereka khasnyanya suami, Along, Asim, Azman, Bea serta smua cucu-cucuku. Semoga Syurga buat mereka. BAnyak sungguh aku menyusahkan mereka tapi itulah bahagaian mereka untuk mendapat ganjaran pahala dari Allah. Amiiin.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Akhirkata, Aku berdoa semoga nukilanku ini dapat membuat kalian semua memahami apa itu Covid 19. ia adalah benar. I bear-nar wujud tetapi ia tidak berupa. Ia akan menjenguk bila ditakdirkan kepada kita. Kalau denggi dibawa oleh Nyambuk Aedes tapi Covid19 ini halimunan. Jagalah SOP. Pakailah pelitup muka dua tiga lapis dan cuci angan sentiasa. Semoga kalian semua dilindungi..... tolonglah jangan bayangkan untuk bertemu dengannya.......ini adalah satu kenyataan dan ia akan menjadi igauan dalam kehidupanku buat selamanya. Pengalaman sebagai bekas pesakit penghidap Covid 19, yang menghabiskan 10 hari 9 malam di Avisena Specialist Centre melaporkan....Alhamdulillah.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-63845487772211659062021-09-23T22:27:00.000+08:002021-09-23T22:27:45.778+08:00Puncanya….kita<p style="text-align: center;"> <span style="font-size: large;"><i>Virus!</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Lahirmu tidak kami minta.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Hadirmu tidak dijemput</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Hingga kini kau masih bertapak,</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Membiak dan</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Mengugat nyawa kami.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Virus…</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kau adalah mahluk</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kau menurut perintah Allah</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Hadirmu sebagai ujian</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kernamu </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>kami batuk</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>sakit tekak, demam dan sesak nafas</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kami diuji dengan kesakitan</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kami diuji dengan kehilangan.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Setiap hari angka kian meningkat</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kematian demi kematian </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Ramai kehilangan tersayang</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Semakin bertambah yatim piatu</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Bertambah duda dan balu</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Pasti Allah murka kepada kita</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Allah hukum kita</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Eloklah kita fikirkan</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Dosa dan kesalahan kita</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Lihatlah pada kaum-kaum yang lepas</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Ad, Tsamud, kaum Luth dan sebagainya</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Semua akibat kedurhakaan,</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>kealpaan dan</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kelalaian</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Eloklah kita baiki diri kita</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Covid 19 bukan puncanya</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kitalah puncanya</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Kini Allah memperingatkan kita</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Berbaliklah kepada agama</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Semoga Allah mengampuni dosa dan kesalahan kita</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Bertaubatlah</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Baliklah ke jalan yang All redhoi</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><br /></p><p style="text-align: center;"><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-33551078896580755572021-07-19T11:20:00.002+08:002021-07-19T11:30:55.664+08:00Ibu kita…… <p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Pernahkah terlintas di benak fikiran kita akan… pengorbanannya dari segi masa, tenaga jiwa dan raga terhadap kita? Kalau belum biarku ingatkan….</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Ibu kita. </i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Inilah insan teristimewa buat kita semua. Biarlah siapapun dia, biarlah apa juga pekerjaannya mahupun rupa parasnya tapi itulah ibu kita. Tiada dua atau tiga tapi hanya satu sahaja. Perginya tiada yg boleh mengganti.</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Ibu kita. </i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Sejak mengetahui dia mula mengandung, dengan muntah jeluak, sakit peningnya, sakit pinggang n tidak lena tidurnya kerana membawa kita kehulu dan kehilir sepanjang 9bulan 10 hari. Tidak pernah dia mengeluh penat tetapi sentiasa tersenyum bangga dengan perut besarnya dan kakinya yg bengkak.</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Ibu kita.</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Dia menanggung kesakitan yang amat sangat bila kita dilahirkan. Ada ibu yang terpaksa dibedah dan kesakitan yang ditanggung akibat hirisan pisau amat mangilukan. Tapi sebaik melihat wajah kita, ibu kita mengucapkan syukur dan air mata gembira berlinangan dipipinya. Hilang rasa sakitnya….lupa langsung. Dihati tersisip doa buat kita… doa terbaik untuk bayinya itu….kita!</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i>Ibu kita.</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Gigih dia menjaga kita dari sebesar dua jari tapak kaki kita hingga kita dewasa. Tidak pernah dia bosan. Sentiasa mendoakan kita dan menceriakan kita dengan penceritaannya, kelucuannya, masakannya dan kasih sayangnya yang tidak ada hadnya. </i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Walaupun kita dewasa, ibu sentiasa memandang kita sebagai anak kecilnya. Ibu tak biarkan kita sendiri. Bila susah hati ibu tahu. Bila sesak ibu tahu. Bila tak berduit ibu tahu dan dia akan berusaha sedayanya untuk membantu kita dari segi moral dan wang ringgit dan apa juga mengikut kemampuannya . Ibu tidak pernah minta bayaran walau sesen pun. Yang dia mahu hanyalah kasih sayang kita dan lemah lembut kita kepadanya.</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Bila ibu kita meninggal, putuskah hubungan kita kepadanya? Tidak! Segala kebaikan yang kita buat, dia mendapat ganjarannya juga. Satu yang kita lupa, hutang puasa ibu kita. Manalah tahu semasa mudanya dia tidak mengdahakan puasabya kerana penat atau tak larat kerana melahirkan, menyusukan dan menjaga kita semasa bayi. Jika ibumu sudah tiada lagi di dunia ini, qadhakan puasanya. Jika ada ramai adik-beradik, kita pakat berpuasa setiap Khamis dan niatkan utk qadhakan puasa ibu kita. Memanglah boleh bayar fidyah tapi seeloknya kita berpuasa untuk membantu ibu kita menghadap Allah di akhirat nanti. Kesian ibu kita.</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Buat ibuku yang sudah kembali ke Rahmatullah, aku memohon kepada Allah agar berlemah lembut dengannya dan menempatkannya bersama para solihin. Lapangkanlah dan terangkanlah kuburnya. Sampaikanlah segala pahala kebaikan yang kami adik- beradik lakukan di dunia ini buatnya. Semoga bertemu kita di Syurga nanti. InSyaAllah.</i></span></p><i><br /></i><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCxF03cXeyzxyZHtcXkMifVdVzyiNClN9Eo2s6nqBsaG1sXi7K9dUJw6S6LI_pV6k_1wySoLd09ATta0utyopsJcjG7l8oiaPWEkMV-vM7zQcJT70kw2cLpFxoWZ6vP7XJnSGePy9IvSo/s1080/FD84B7A8-C25F-4D9F-82D7-80B0470093E8.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><i><img border="0" data-original-height="710" data-original-width="1080" height="422" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCxF03cXeyzxyZHtcXkMifVdVzyiNClN9Eo2s6nqBsaG1sXi7K9dUJw6S6LI_pV6k_1wySoLd09ATta0utyopsJcjG7l8oiaPWEkMV-vM7zQcJT70kw2cLpFxoWZ6vP7XJnSGePy9IvSo/w640-h422/FD84B7A8-C25F-4D9F-82D7-80B0470093E8.jpeg" width="640" /></i></a></div><i><br /></i><p><i><br /></i></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-67530750332732643462021-06-16T19:42:00.000+08:002021-06-16T19:42:17.615+08:00Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Esa<p><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Dapat kurasakan</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>KeesaanMu</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Ku saksikan kebesaranMu</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Kau mendengar esakanku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Kesedihanku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Perasaanku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Kau layan kehendakku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Permintaanku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Akhirnya </i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Kau makbulkan doaku.</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Aku amat mensyukuri kurniaanMu</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Bertapa banyaknya nikmat dariMu!</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Umur yang panjang, kesihatan yang baik, kebahagiaan, rezeki...</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Apa lagi?</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Segalanya dariMu....</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Ya Allah....</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Malunya aku kepadaMu</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Aku hanya insan yang kecil dan kerdil</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Dicipta dari setitik air yang hina</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Tapi....</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Kau tetap mendengar <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>rayuanku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Rintihanku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Doaku yang tidak berkeputusan</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Buat semua kesayanganku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Sesungguhnya ...</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Kau tidak pernah melupakanku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Hanya aku yang lalai</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Hanya aku yang cuai</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Ampuni aku Ya Rob</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Ampuni aku</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Dekatkan hatiku dengan Al Quran</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><i>Lembutkanlah lidahku menyebut kalimahmu</i></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Terangkan </i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>dan </i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Tajamkanlah penglihatanku</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Lancarkanlah penyebutanku</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Kuatkanlah semangatku</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>dan</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Sampaikanlah </i><i>pahala bacaanku</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i> buat kedua orang tuaku</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Lapangkanlah kubur mereka</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Terangilah kubur mereka</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Kasihanilah mereka</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Hanyak kepadaMu aku meminta</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Hanya kepadaMu aku berserah</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Hanya kepadaMu aku mengharap</i></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><i>Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Esa</i></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span> </p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-align: center; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-7975418664865563042021-06-09T22:11:00.007+08:002021-06-16T17:51:26.034+08:00……..rindu<p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px 0px 3px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s1" style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size: large;"> Mengenangimu</span></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="s1" style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size: large;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe0k43bZXNkn1Pd7ZKS-2IgrUCGJXRO6lzpUHGHT34K3OTlzdU-BBL-fHA94z5fZTTk_Xy_j7MJrS9lM2UqcKs2Eoy2Dc56GVj39d2zaC_D0do5Z6WjTdQLpYlPY3PPIOa6xH36TuJ_30/s4032/IMG_2916.JPG" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhe0k43bZXNkn1Pd7ZKS-2IgrUCGJXRO6lzpUHGHT34K3OTlzdU-BBL-fHA94z5fZTTk_Xy_j7MJrS9lM2UqcKs2Eoy2Dc56GVj39d2zaC_D0do5Z6WjTdQLpYlPY3PPIOa6xH36TuJ_30/s320/IMG_2916.JPG" /></a></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="s1" style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><p></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><span style="font-size: large;"> Wahai sahabatku Akhtar……kita kini sudah amat jauh terpisah. Bukan diantara daerah. Bukan diantara negeri mahupun negara…. Kita berada di dua alam yang berlainan. Kau di sana dan aku masih di sini.</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 45.3px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><span style="font-size: large;"> 20 November 2020, kau pergi. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sehingga kini aku masih amat merinduimu. Hebatnya kamu sebagai seorang sahabat semasa hayatmu. Kelembutanmu, keikhlasanmu, senyumanmu serta tawamu amat aku rindukan. </span></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 45.3px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><span style="font-size: large;"> Aku berdoa semoga Allah menempatkan rohmu bersama para solihin. Tenanglah dikau di sana wahai sahabatku. Bukan aku sahaja tetapi kawan2 seperjuangan kita di MPKT juga terkesan dengan pemergianmu menyahut panggilan Illahi.</span></span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 45.3px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"><span style="font-size: large;"> Semoga pahala kami mengaji bersama setiap bulan sampai buatmu wahai sahabat. Itu saja yang mampu kami lakukan buatmu. Tempatmu kini diambil alih oleh anak sulongmu. Ikatan ukwah kita tidak akan putus….InSyaAllah. Quran mendekatkan kita…. </span></span></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 38px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 45.3px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-61474978855209777392021-01-18T12:05:00.000+08:002021-01-18T12:05:03.571+08:00Bersediakah aku?<div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bersediakah aku?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Apabila tiba masanya nanti....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tidak sesaat awal</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">dan </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tidak sesaat lewat!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dimana...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bagaimana....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bila.....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Itu bukan urusan kita</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kita ni hamba yang kerdil...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dia dah tunjuk cara kehidupan yang baik</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dia dah berikan rezeki yang baik</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dia uji, uji, uji, uji dan uji kita</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">untuk apa?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Untuk tengok kita ni ke kiri atau kanan.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kita dilahirkan sebagai hambaNya...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kenapa kita tak dulukanNya?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">kita dah lalai...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">lailai selalai lalainya....</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Baliklah pada kitabNya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">kalau tak tahu baca...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">inilah masanya.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Cari guru yang benar boleh mengajarmu..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Jangan malu.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">buang segan dan silu...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Pergilah segera kamu berguru</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">supaya kuburmu nanti bak berlampu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Selamat mencari ilmu ...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-42448244303850775442021-01-18T11:49:00.001+08:002021-01-18T11:49:24.397+08:00Akhirnya.......membiak lagi!<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: x-large;"> </span></i></div><p></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i> Sudah berbulan lamanya aku menunggu. Kali terakhir ialah bulan September 2020. Kusangkakan mereka sudah merajuk. Maklumlah berpindah ke rumah baru. Sessi pengenalan agak lewatlah tuuu.</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i> Pagi tadi, seperti biasa, selepas bersarapan dan beriadah, tugas utamaku ialah berinteraksi dengan pokok di kebun bunga yang sekangkang kera tuuu. Sambil menyiram pokok, mataku terpandang sekumpulan anak ikan yang bukan asing lagi.......ooohhhhhh membiak lagi akhirnya. Lama dah menunggu. </i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i> Ini bererti, bertambahlah rezeki buat seisi keluargaku....Ikan Talapia Goreng!!!!! Alhamdulillah!!!</i></span></p><p><i><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /></span></i></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3ZRaDvllacbhClCvxkCcJxCBRDDbG_quneqs0-BJJUbOf1-JA5MgtIP_hcSEQDJq0iRJYmUdINRIlOe3925vyetx0nJ639_0cjqcgPYWHgUk5Q5he2RbLqYlbn8Zf1V2TEieD1OlB6C0/w480-h640/81D7C8C8-B789-499A-AC3F-EE96E1097EDB.jpeg" width="480" /></i></div><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"></span></p><p><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-large; margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTxpJ0-lzXyYMtWUJDd7W8pgVrVTWKhbW1IWzBt_YS8k73o-1Nv1W6Jzf05wYz2J_zxUPXcA90HmKXkA4wYxAL5X_vKa24GHDVbR2vhloPYQP-f00irvDmeVg4jQmGr4_FpYLTb0J2nVI/w480-h640/AB8861C4-0C86-4F7B-A9A0-D17A8A97FCA9.jpeg" width="480" /></span></div><p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTxpJ0-lzXyYMtWUJDd7W8pgVrVTWKhbW1IWzBt_YS8k73o-1Nv1W6Jzf05wYz2J_zxUPXcA90HmKXkA4wYxAL5X_vKa24GHDVbR2vhloPYQP-f00irvDmeVg4jQmGr4_FpYLTb0J2nVI/s2048/AB8861C4-0C86-4F7B-A9A0-D17A8A97FCA9.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><i></i></a></p><p><i><span style="font-size: x-large;"><br /> <span> </span></span></i></p><p><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-1640462371388791222020-12-27T10:51:00.002+08:002020-12-27T11:03:58.942+08:00Mencemburuimu...beruntunglah kamu!<p> </p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1"> <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Saban hari dia terlantar di atas katil. Namun, sedikit keluhan pun tidak keluar dari mulutnya. Dirinya berserah penuh kepada Allah. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px;"><span class="s1"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1"> <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Pelbagai usaha untuk memberi keselesaan kepadanya. Berusaha si anak menghantar ke hospital swasta semampunya. Dia dirawat pakar dan dilawat oleh keluarga, sanak saudara dan kenalan. Sepanjang kau di sana, anakmu itu tidak pernah membiarkan kau sendirian. Dia sentiasa menemanimu, mendoakanmu dan mengharapkan yang terbaik untukmu.</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px;"><span class="s1"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1"> <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Melihat kau terbujur disitu mengingatkanku kepada Allahyarham Abah. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Tak sanggup aku berlama menatapmu. Di saat itu aku mendoakan agar Allah memberimu yang terbaik dan semoga Dia berlemah- lembut denganmu. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px;"><span class="s1"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1"> Di saat aku bermusafir untuk bertemu anak cucuku, kau pula dijemput pulang selamanya. Apakan dayaku tidak dapat menziarahimu buat kali terakhir. Namun aku sentiasa diberi maklumat terkini. Aku amat mencemburuimu kerana peninggalanmu. Kau punya anak yang solleh. Hingga dibacakan sendiri Talkin di pusaramu. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Sepanjang aku melihat rakaman itu, aku menangis dan menangis. Sedih bercampur bangga dan cemburu! Kau amat beruntung. Semoga kau tetap beroleh keberuntungan hingga di akhirat.....Itulah hadiah terbaik buatmu. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px;"><span class="s1"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1"> Beristirehatlah wahai abangku. Sepanjang hidupmu kau telah berusaha sehabis baik buat semua dan kini rasakanlah hasil perkebunananmu yang hidup subur menghijau. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px;"><span class="s1"></span><br /></p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1"> <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Takziah buat seluruh keluargamu dan tahniah buatmu......kerana peninggalanmu yang hebat! Beruntunglah kamu. </span></p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"><span class="s1"><br /></span></p><p class="p1" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px;"></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkFtw2q8XsL2_NWqBf06KSA_p7bbjAetbaHgDQAvOmznTYX9ETo7AP7orvbAS78YqsQfH-XlADLWPTP1GzfLHl_rJYoTp2yVA-5J6P5eZGhbQqVUCoR_nNRFrfdzhxN4amUAtMoH1_Hmo/s4032/9B12A035-5D7E-4984-ABC2-6611CA594474.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjkFtw2q8XsL2_NWqBf06KSA_p7bbjAetbaHgDQAvOmznTYX9ETo7AP7orvbAS78YqsQfH-XlADLWPTP1GzfLHl_rJYoTp2yVA-5J6P5eZGhbQqVUCoR_nNRFrfdzhxN4amUAtMoH1_Hmo/s320/9B12A035-5D7E-4984-ABC2-6611CA594474.jpeg" /></a></div><br /><span class="s1"><br /></span><p></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px;"><span class="s1"></span><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-17286935025820260822020-12-18T11:31:00.022+08:002020-12-19T12:13:29.542+08:00Persahabatan Jarak Jauh<p><span style="font-size: large;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><span style="font-size: large;"> <span>Kami tidak pernah bersua muka. Hendak membayangkan wajahnya pun aku tak mampu. Kali pertama mendengar suaranya aku dapat rasakan keikhlasannya. Alhamdulillah.</span></span><p></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Suatu hari, anak sulongku Hana, membawa pulang seorang teman perempuannya. Tanpa meminta izin atau bertanya pendapat, dia megambil keputusan sendiri untuk menumpangkan kawannya di rumahku. Aku tidak berkata apa sehinggalah berpeluang bersemuka dengan anakku untuk mendapatkan penjelasan.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Setelah diterangkan sehabis padatnya dan sehabis logiknya, aku bersetuju dengan tindakan anakku itu. Niatnya memang baik. Dia risau tentang kawannya itu untuk tinggal bersendirian tanpa pengawasan orang tua......akulah tu! ini adalah kerana Aqilah adalah anak bongsu kepada sebuah keluarga dari Kuantan, Pahang.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> "Orang merantau Mak, tak sanggup Along tengok dia tinggal seorang diri. Kita tumpangkan dulu buat seketika. Bila kita rasa dia dah bersedia untuk berdikari, barulah kita lepaskan. Bolehke Mak?" aku hanya mengangguk bersetuju. Tiada kata yang mampu aku keluarkan ketika itu kerana jika akulah ibu Aqilah, aku adalah manusia yang paling runsing memikirkan anakku sendirian di perantauan.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Alhamdulillah, Aqilah anak yang baik. Sopan dan amat menghurmati orang dan ruang orang lain. Pandai menjaga aurat dan pembersih orangnya. Beruntung ibu yang melahirkannya. Sekali imbas, wataknya nampak macam keras tetapi sebenarnya dia pelembut dan manja. Ini adalah kerana dia seorang ahli sukan. Pernah mewakili Malaysia dalam pasukan hoki negara kita. Aku anggap Aqilah sebagai anakku sendiri. Yang mana salah kutegur and yang mana patut aku zahirkan. Tetapi, dia bukan anak yang menyusahkan. Alhamdulillah.</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Semalam, anakku mengiringi Aqilah pulang ke Kuantan setelah 3 bulan tidak bertemu ibunya. Aku boleh bayangkan bertapa rindunya mereka. Anakku Hana di perkenalkan dengan Sofia, ibu Aqilah. Hana kagum dengan layanan keluarga Aqilah dan bila balik, dibekalkan pelbagai jenis makanan seperti Puding DiRaja, Tempoyak, Pekasam Ikan Kelah, pelbagai jenis ubi, Sayur-sayuran, Buah-buahan dan sebagainya. Tetapi yang paling hebat ialah Sofia kirimkan buah tangan buatku....bunga ORKID!!! Ya Allah, gembira tak terkira tetapi dalam masa yang sama takutnyaaaaa. Sebabnya, aku tidak tahu menanam orkid , apa tah lagi menjaganya! Sofia siap bekalkan bajanya sekali. Ini satu cabaran buatku. Jika menjadilah Orkid pemberian Sofia ini, maka selepas ini banyaklah pokok bunga orkid di sekeliling rumahku! Tolong doakan ya!! InSyaAllah!</span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Bersahabat tidak perlu berdekatan atau perlu pertemuan. Hanya berkenalan dan bersembang melalui telefon sudah mencukupi untuk mengenali isi hatinya. Persahabatan yang berpaksikan keikhlasan InSyaAllah berkekalan. </span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> Terima kasih Kepada Sofia yang percaya kepada aku dan keluarga menjaga anak daranya. InSyaAllah, Aqilah dah cukup dewasa dan pandai serta bijak menjaga dirinya sendiri. Percayalah. Jangan risau kerana dia ada keluarga yang menyayanginya di sini. Semoga Allah kekalkan Persahabatan Jarak Jauh ini hingga ke Jannah. Alhamdulillah.....</span></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinvGl_ECBrDCby-dEq8zezdHIFmSvfvmJ8umKcL0IpHPpTSL7u-oyG2X-q4HbfXTuRWanHPC42ZrXnYj-QDYCCDP7-kVGBdZGjXazv4s4Q42itDL6_OBn0ZIU7X3gFiPrv036py1nFGBI/s2048/426BDA67-4A4F-4F2B-9C17-E04FCC78766E.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinvGl_ECBrDCby-dEq8zezdHIFmSvfvmJ8umKcL0IpHPpTSL7u-oyG2X-q4HbfXTuRWanHPC42ZrXnYj-QDYCCDP7-kVGBdZGjXazv4s4Q42itDL6_OBn0ZIU7X3gFiPrv036py1nFGBI/s320/426BDA67-4A4F-4F2B-9C17-E04FCC78766E.jpeg" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiJmEb_EgUu6f18UAjreqsrgB7jTCPpxbkAaxB1Yscj9VXfhLMlp1MhXJESHBRy8rGp8hlB6RG74g_75MK76sIb5VrjYTpJ0yP78E-E9jBEm9THFwbDi7aIHErNs35a6mxwc0cA5hyphenhyphenpJo/s2048/463EB5DD-7F45-40F8-90A3-DA0683933157.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiiJmEb_EgUu6f18UAjreqsrgB7jTCPpxbkAaxB1Yscj9VXfhLMlp1MhXJESHBRy8rGp8hlB6RG74g_75MK76sIb5VrjYTpJ0yP78E-E9jBEm9THFwbDi7aIHErNs35a6mxwc0cA5hyphenhyphenpJo/s320/463EB5DD-7F45-40F8-90A3-DA0683933157.jpeg" /></a></div><br /><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><p></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"> </span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-55557234433215375032020-12-10T00:05:00.003+08:002020-12-18T11:35:26.942+08:0037 years...<p> </p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2">It felt like only yesterday! Alhamdulillah, 37 years of marriage and we still have that warm loving feeling. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2">Alhamdulillah, we still hold hands, hugs and kiss wherever and whenever we want. You never miss saying that three words every day to me... it makes me feel good. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>You are always there in my high and low. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2">We’ve been best friends from day one and we never give up no matter what happened. We kept all our promises and vows together. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>Thank you for everything. I am so grateful to Allah for this relationship. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2">May Allah bless us with the BEST of Health so we can be together many years to come. InSyaAllah. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2">Happy 37th Wedding Anniversary to us. <span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span>May Allah bless us with greater Iman so we can walk hand in hand to Janatul Firdaus. </span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p><p class="p3" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2">Aamiin Ya Robbil Alamiin...</span></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgE6k0DOgGaNSXMEw-GU1vLDLcXIyh4A6S8MEooRvzY0so60C0s1R5yTAUzFV-RYqE9UF1BLlA0QBtKOdXGLpSyY7dNbYGlvSeFhJjeThDLdBn0DYVerlpaDrp6Z_HwFywp3zIB_HdvPI/s1080/09a5c551-54b8-4301-ba72-29b2cbc47855.jpg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="526" data-original-width="1080" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgE6k0DOgGaNSXMEw-GU1vLDLcXIyh4A6S8MEooRvzY0so60C0s1R5yTAUzFV-RYqE9UF1BLlA0QBtKOdXGLpSyY7dNbYGlvSeFhJjeThDLdBn0DYVerlpaDrp6Z_HwFywp3zIB_HdvPI/s320/09a5c551-54b8-4301-ba72-29b2cbc47855.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p class="p4" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 9px 0px 8px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><br /></p><p class="p2" style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-size: 23px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 27.4px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><span class="s2"></span><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-69932917244714683752020-11-25T17:01:00.001+08:002020-11-25T17:05:59.098+08:00My Little Art Studio<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>My little Art Studio</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>Not much that I can offer</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>Only a handful</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>of my very own creations</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>which I am so very proud of.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>My little Art Studio</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>is not as what you think</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>is just a little corner</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>of my home</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>which I am so very proud of.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>My little Art Studio</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>is where I keep myself busy</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>is where I find time for myself</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>away from everything</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>My little Art Studio </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>is where my heart is</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>which I am so very proud of.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>Oooooooo </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>My little Art Studio</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPFUr8X_4bDMgexdNt_8BHKlnFr7CHkts5ZkJmBjbMtsELO0NYmOYSywPHdnxqIzX-vC8TCw8t-dIMf9DFMwZi_rlR-HBtPNRRHcCxW9QpiP_TLk_FvDySbihEY1PmT67vLPFbxs0PeOk/s2048/IMG_1368.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1536" data-original-width="2048" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPFUr8X_4bDMgexdNt_8BHKlnFr7CHkts5ZkJmBjbMtsELO0NYmOYSywPHdnxqIzX-vC8TCw8t-dIMf9DFMwZi_rlR-HBtPNRRHcCxW9QpiP_TLk_FvDySbihEY1PmT67vLPFbxs0PeOk/w640-h480/IMG_1368.JPG" width="640" /></a></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPSW3tGyTEAkdreI7loznyY4_omDAhjDv4SOH8aF0L28nskfOUsu9VwVoMlOkCPhIb-zkegNV1tt1sOfWX9ZpuTMjIFtPTKikO3X-o4IvfEyYxj54J7j9PKpCeHVv5xe6m7SsJ1Hf-sWs/s2048/IMG_1369.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1536" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPSW3tGyTEAkdreI7loznyY4_omDAhjDv4SOH8aF0L28nskfOUsu9VwVoMlOkCPhIb-zkegNV1tt1sOfWX9ZpuTMjIFtPTKikO3X-o4IvfEyYxj54J7j9PKpCeHVv5xe6m7SsJ1Hf-sWs/s320/IMG_1369.JPG" /></a></div><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfBj_7RoX8ogE0wGLbRehmIyJ6RAQtgDJTRkZgJQ6wMNODZ5ubbbtaP7fwYFTvMYpihAveYay6DPTPueOG8pCsgjXjUxumOHQCCOoXcgNjlFHQtSNObKzeG3oPxgqdvLliDN2vG3le5G0/s1757/IMG_1370.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1676" data-original-width="1757" height="381" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgfBj_7RoX8ogE0wGLbRehmIyJ6RAQtgDJTRkZgJQ6wMNODZ5ubbbtaP7fwYFTvMYpihAveYay6DPTPueOG8pCsgjXjUxumOHQCCOoXcgNjlFHQtSNObKzeG3oPxgqdvLliDN2vG3le5G0/w400-h381/IMG_1370.JPG" width="400" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Sunset f.rom a cruise holiday. <br />From my balcony.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi999-By6SAePvJVIff5RV1Rk_F2GP70mg2j1bDya60S6QHT9OV439G3TlqVL06I6RwSd2Y94RgAH37C84EQp3bP4I5qYAqjBBtWTZy9YgTdejNs7l6mHZsNwYJ57TmkpEeT1KC6bQK07c/s1774/IMG_1371.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1774" data-original-width="1087" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi999-By6SAePvJVIff5RV1Rk_F2GP70mg2j1bDya60S6QHT9OV439G3TlqVL06I6RwSd2Y94RgAH37C84EQp3bP4I5qYAqjBBtWTZy9YgTdejNs7l6mHZsNwYJ57TmkpEeT1KC6bQK07c/w392-h640/IMG_1371.JPG" width="392" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My first painting of the cloud.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEih-47SX_N9lyBEvCViIISo-1lrcKJx195qaEpl2k8fsnVQdvmLcm4xdmtGbvEHwXyNScn2jY66W9i22DTyHN1t7EBdLzJ0mktCn7w6eUzM-8rmbAIOC8y10bbjn0r3q6hpupAeG22D3H0/s1514/IMG_1372.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1493" data-original-width="1514" height="395" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEih-47SX_N9lyBEvCViIISo-1lrcKJx195qaEpl2k8fsnVQdvmLcm4xdmtGbvEHwXyNScn2jY66W9i22DTyHN1t7EBdLzJ0mktCn7w6eUzM-8rmbAIOC8y10bbjn0r3q6hpupAeG22D3H0/w400-h395/IMG_1372.JPG" width="400" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">A river deep in the forest.<br />Glue Gun and Acrylic.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz2m3WeQARM1nAkQlzwFOCXCzgYBv-W_eXL_yitzQvfZufafg7WTbnlywBZqFoEALUTbpSAT5crRBirB2jCmOKU9cvk6bjGB8ivVJJhWszA14hzaeaRwuKdSFGnDpzzpQ2DBeeoElG0Ns/s2048/IMG_1373.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1909" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgz2m3WeQARM1nAkQlzwFOCXCzgYBv-W_eXL_yitzQvfZufafg7WTbnlywBZqFoEALUTbpSAT5crRBirB2jCmOKU9cvk6bjGB8ivVJJhWszA14hzaeaRwuKdSFGnDpzzpQ2DBeeoElG0Ns/s320/IMG_1373.JPG" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My Secret Garden.<br />Acrylic on wood.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKEWAcwSbsS4Vtql7gKui8V7Kwws1sFFdUkgHs-d0dybg7USr4NIw-X7VCksd4cvNgu1AmZS8bqTUwMDRlraN8QUBuA6DJCSNk9omFZhCzKBCysS1tpb7sZ20tpuxMRy8hoyEkV4w0XH8/s2048/IMG_1375.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2019" data-original-width="2048" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiKEWAcwSbsS4Vtql7gKui8V7Kwws1sFFdUkgHs-d0dybg7USr4NIw-X7VCksd4cvNgu1AmZS8bqTUwMDRlraN8QUBuA6DJCSNk9omFZhCzKBCysS1tpb7sZ20tpuxMRy8hoyEkV4w0XH8/s320/IMG_1375.JPG" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">An Island.<br />Acrylic on Canvas.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-8xaSDfqmh69Bx9XK5IaTfO9QTrWs7lUFXDXHUe4cIyKgO2eOZFp7fAwKebNJ3cxA-xvgNRE9lkFX6eVg_MpanKDfSrKz8gDt39CFsHuu6IIQZijveuTXgJUFyimBQQdxcw79WvNDZxY/s2048/IMG_1376.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1517" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-8xaSDfqmh69Bx9XK5IaTfO9QTrWs7lUFXDXHUe4cIyKgO2eOZFp7fAwKebNJ3cxA-xvgNRE9lkFX6eVg_MpanKDfSrKz8gDt39CFsHuu6IIQZijveuTXgJUFyimBQQdxcw79WvNDZxY/w296-h400/IMG_1376.JPG" width="296" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My Koi.<br />Stenciling on canvas with Acrylic.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWqQeo6L9jGNb1H1uXbH7AaP1hgRI3a2R3ASUuaNZa1wvHez6uJZov0XNy56NIBjVHYQbXAquQr-ED2r-5_-YhTwwtfFFhwZnz9oTr030KPfHO8wMYPfneppggCmfA3CDuaYV7kfQWz4I/s2048/IMG_1377.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1342" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWqQeo6L9jGNb1H1uXbH7AaP1hgRI3a2R3ASUuaNZa1wvHez6uJZov0XNy56NIBjVHYQbXAquQr-ED2r-5_-YhTwwtfFFhwZnz9oTr030KPfHO8wMYPfneppggCmfA3CDuaYV7kfQWz4I/w263-h400/IMG_1377.JPG" width="263" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Flowers in my mind.<br />Acrylic on wood.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYTtHb6Gd-0J91a9zYvHOwiB90F0QoIQ07zYbSO3R-zGBihzhkTlhyphenhyphenWRWc_nPLwIl-X4RWtIEZ8dHPfXmdLI0lx9rK1A88jtzX4AoPhdXUWr91KM1dzpoKCq6t41MwR4LAfsB2qQ56Urs/s2048/IMG_1378.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1369" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYTtHb6Gd-0J91a9zYvHOwiB90F0QoIQ07zYbSO3R-zGBihzhkTlhyphenhyphenWRWc_nPLwIl-X4RWtIEZ8dHPfXmdLI0lx9rK1A88jtzX4AoPhdXUWr91KM1dzpoKCq6t41MwR4LAfsB2qQ56Urs/s320/IMG_1378.JPG" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Aaira's Koala.<br />Acrylic on wood.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcm-AjM5MRG4lCfg1seaWXvpIz7j3I3IdZNaBHMgjENocp6WZg09a83Hv4XumNhjMHxkgSlKdYAPkhGIXvfo6DhSDX7ulHZmCW45FFlMkqpaMQIUoN-uiMNX_kmWifRnNaMZ7A9VSdQ_s/s2048/IMG_1380.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2048" data-original-width="1353" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjcm-AjM5MRG4lCfg1seaWXvpIz7j3I3IdZNaBHMgjENocp6WZg09a83Hv4XumNhjMHxkgSlKdYAPkhGIXvfo6DhSDX7ulHZmCW45FFlMkqpaMQIUoN-uiMNX_kmWifRnNaMZ7A9VSdQ_s/w264-h400/IMG_1380.JPG" width="264" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Encounter.<br />Pencil Water Color on Paper.</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_osODfXnjR2UqQH988snE-G-tjsp4Rf8_gAdMawqtlX3Z8Z3ep3tnh4P9Mr9euqBaA2XmDBT0qLovfdh-PXa5kSGsUUSLU9-2oixbd3t5Er7RiQG-wLaJ-qe6tqPA3tjOKVXggEVya48/s2048/IMG_1381.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1635" data-original-width="2048" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_osODfXnjR2UqQH988snE-G-tjsp4Rf8_gAdMawqtlX3Z8Z3ep3tnh4P9Mr9euqBaA2XmDBT0qLovfdh-PXa5kSGsUUSLU9-2oixbd3t5Er7RiQG-wLaJ-qe6tqPA3tjOKVXggEVya48/s320/IMG_1381.JPG" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">An additional in guests toilet.<br />Well something to cheer them up!</td></tr></tbody></table><br /></span><p></p><p style="text-align: center;"><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-64921134239092472072020-11-23T23:03:00.003+08:002020-11-23T23:05:14.204+08:00Selamat Tinggal Sahabatku.......<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEbOzeowVSN9QZF2SamdJlNBiljJ-nXQ7bKzRmdg0vKMxMqF7mc-KlRkHHULeZT8MtjB3r6R_wWRValsZ55XKEgkvUts7mLMK1zA3t5V7Pog5towlXG5oW7Kya-hJ6yaL4fuwDdkhuB2o/" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img alt="" data-original-height="120" data-original-width="1024" height="76" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgEbOzeowVSN9QZF2SamdJlNBiljJ-nXQ7bKzRmdg0vKMxMqF7mc-KlRkHHULeZT8MtjB3r6R_wWRValsZ55XKEgkvUts7mLMK1zA3t5V7Pog5towlXG5oW7Kya-hJ6yaL4fuwDdkhuB2o/w640-h76/image.png" width="640" /></a></div><br /><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgb9sLAm7yb__RItmI7kMGGF-AIJOfgpapn5Dv6snC5CePMzsXAr93E5ecPhf2p0wY9JixTdjyVp0J1Ft8cIBuI4aB1RlxSNWlz8GZM562PXLNVP-SLdZoe6zw2Jaba9Sqkdg-vqWMIr2s/s4032/IMG_0629.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgb9sLAm7yb__RItmI7kMGGF-AIJOfgpapn5Dv6snC5CePMzsXAr93E5ecPhf2p0wY9JixTdjyVp0J1Ft8cIBuI4aB1RlxSNWlz8GZM562PXLNVP-SLdZoe6zw2Jaba9Sqkdg-vqWMIr2s/s320/IMG_0629.JPG" /></a></div><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> </i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Aku ternanti-nanti berita darimu. Hampir sebulan kau tidak menghubungiku. Keluh kesah dibuatnya. Tertanya-tanya pada diriku sendiri, mungkinkah ada yang melukakan hatimu? Tiba-tiba telefonku berdering. Terdengar suaramu tetapi tidak seceria biasa. ada yang tak kena niii....</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Aku jadi gusar. Aku bertanyakan khabar dan akhirnya kau meluahkan segalanya. Ya Allah ....kasihannya sahabatku. Terasa lemah longlai kaki dan tanganku. Air mata tidak tertahan lagi namun aku tahan dari engkau mendengar tangisanku. Aku cuba menenangkanmu. Aku kata yang kau akan sihat. Tetapi tiada kepastian sebenarnya......hanya kata-kata pemanis mulut.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbhX4ohnY2F6my1za_UsdcNI_GY3mkbxs3eCrJnDxG3tewhNYrSEps0c2halSERqjcUnXAHJDTmcaK2-NS7WlhU8oMPk4dx5Pow_FeaLLUC8trbNt1vJAq8GfFOPIvzneKStY-QO2NfAk/s4032/IMG_0348.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbhX4ohnY2F6my1za_UsdcNI_GY3mkbxs3eCrJnDxG3tewhNYrSEps0c2halSERqjcUnXAHJDTmcaK2-NS7WlhU8oMPk4dx5Pow_FeaLLUC8trbNt1vJAq8GfFOPIvzneKStY-QO2NfAk/s320/IMG_0348.JPG" width="320" /></a></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Pusing keliling aku bertanya teman-teman perubatanku. Jawapan yang diberi menambahkan susah dihatiku. Ya Allah..... aku hanya mengadu kepadaMU sahaja. Tidak sanggup aku berkongsi cerita d</i></span><i style="font-size: x-large;">engan teman-teman lain. Ia juga permintaannya dan aku menghormatiya kecuali seorang sahaja. Kami membuat rancangan untuk mengajak teman-teman ke Kota Bahru melawatnya. Sedikit demi sedikit, aku hanya dapat berkias-kias akan keadaan kesihatannya dan akhirnya dia sendiri yg bercerita. Semua sahabat amat bersedih tetapi kerana dia tidak menunjukkan kesakitan malah mempamirkan wajah yang riang dan bersemangat. Tetapi Allah saja yang tahu perasaannya.</i></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj95OMnf5VDLERJeYFfLnDpILY7KOje1ODCOolVIJR79QyjKNcMDrt8yfYwlhhyphenhyphenirvaAPWvSrJUyrbI9iqygvSy6wmggJkF5mVTsB4FcKFXd9rhuq-0bEWK0JzCwDx20KTJfG5E2UXg7BE/s4032/IMG_0209.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj95OMnf5VDLERJeYFfLnDpILY7KOje1ODCOolVIJR79QyjKNcMDrt8yfYwlhhyphenhyphenirvaAPWvSrJUyrbI9iqygvSy6wmggJkF5mVTsB4FcKFXd9rhuq-0bEWK0JzCwDx20KTJfG5E2UXg7BE/s320/IMG_0209.JPG" width="320" /></a> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6gdgHWMJJBdWvEi3PRj0rRJ-A7V8VNNz5Ty1XLMBr9vzbDKOz55tJa6d1Mqe0u96thdl7TlV_WQsRjlXhvnx12bYQzn6W_P3b_Cw0lh-_ajeaHI_FdSPUZxab5fQomQ9HT9xajufaMqA/s1024/f2461d7d-7126-4753-b7d8-c4e0a8c9e4a9.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1024" data-original-width="768" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6gdgHWMJJBdWvEi3PRj0rRJ-A7V8VNNz5Ty1XLMBr9vzbDKOz55tJa6d1Mqe0u96thdl7TlV_WQsRjlXhvnx12bYQzn6W_P3b_Cw0lh-_ajeaHI_FdSPUZxab5fQomQ9HT9xajufaMqA/s320/f2461d7d-7126-4753-b7d8-c4e0a8c9e4a9.jpg" /></a></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Beberapa kali selepas pertemuan itu aku berulang-alik dari Shah Alam ke Kota Bahru. Berbagai alasan kuciptakan hanya untuk menemuinya. Hampir tiga kali aku ke sana. Kali terakhir ialah pada akhir September 2020. </i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Kau masih lagi bersemangat menjamu selera minum pagi bersamaku. Mengikut suamimu, itulah yg paling banyak kau makan buat sekian lama. Lega aku melihat keadaanmu. Saat aku hendak pulang , kau tiba-tiba kelihatan pucat dan demam. Kau tidak menoleh langsung untuk melihat aku pergi. Namun aku redho kerana kau ingin berehat dikamarmu. Sebelum kau masuk, aku sempat membisikkan kepadamua yang aku akan berusaha untuk datang lagi pada awal bulan Oktober. Kau hanya mengangguk dan kami berpelukan seolah-olah tidak mahu melepaskannya. Allah saja tahu bertapa aku merasa amat sayu meninggalkanmu dalam keadaan begitu. Tiada lagi lambaian darimu. Kau langsung tidak menoleh ke belakang. Aku tahu kau menangis.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6DyFHqUfDl-VtqhAW_5uXrw0EeJWpSyPKFVoXHW8JfpEb66hf2oP4bebvqMwpT-PILT8X6G0l0uFb_aG7BNcRzd23O-rHRizkopfofgDPJpRDhyphenhyphengklxv8N7TDhHlsJX64aIpjPDJEPpQ/s4032/IMG_0208.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj6DyFHqUfDl-VtqhAW_5uXrw0EeJWpSyPKFVoXHW8JfpEb66hf2oP4bebvqMwpT-PILT8X6G0l0uFb_aG7BNcRzd23O-rHRizkopfofgDPJpRDhyphenhyphengklxv8N7TDhHlsJX64aIpjPDJEPpQ/s320/IMG_0208.JPG" width="320" /></a> </p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Awal bulan Oktober pun ti</i></span><i style="font-size: x-large;">ba, aku sudah menyiapkan pakaian untuk pergi tetapi kekangan demi kekangan mendatangi. Jumlah pesakit COVID 19 di Selangir kian meningkat dan akhirnya terkuburlah hasrat untuk menemuimu. Bersabar aku menanti selama dua minggu dan malangnya disambung lagi PKPD. Aku hanya mampu berdoa dan menyerahkan segalanya pd Illahi.</i></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgksoZOBY-pdkDwKgBFIgRNf5PLJZ_GDMt3qt6Rfi5TqaL_uMFRLO2hjyCtcDAJ3XpGaEjOQV5YNNpUJxbglTUrHrvmL0mWUK2vlIc9qbPRIuA0iuU4Xqyv40oX3Z92XIt9xIO8FZZPsFc/s4032/IMG_0321.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgksoZOBY-pdkDwKgBFIgRNf5PLJZ_GDMt3qt6Rfi5TqaL_uMFRLO2hjyCtcDAJ3XpGaEjOQV5YNNpUJxbglTUrHrvmL0mWUK2vlIc9qbPRIuA0iuU4Xqyv40oX3Z92XIt9xIO8FZZPsFc/s320/IMG_0321.JPG" width="320" /></a></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Bertambah sayu lagi bila kau dimasukkan ke hospital kerana Gastrik dan di saat itu semangatku mulai luntur. Tak tahu apa nak ku lakukan. Aku berdoa semoga Allah memberi yang terbaik untukmu dunia dan akhirat. Aku hanya mendapat perkhabaran dari anakmu dan sahabat2 yg sempat mengunjungimu dan menceritakan keadaanmu. Ya Allah, bagai disiat-siat jiwa ini mendengarnya. Bertapa kau didalam kesakitan sahabatku. </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2q_wUP_Xlj3r1bBR8KLSptYlymanH5Ckb8pEf52Ene56dgTsruVMtLro3-Ygl-wh34-4WxtP-lNALRWq8TD3ROoaInboeiGNqgxDVywTbORzfDI4IZdfUfCTNv0vyNloIS7AraE5htqw/s4032/IMG_0243.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2q_wUP_Xlj3r1bBR8KLSptYlymanH5Ckb8pEf52Ene56dgTsruVMtLro3-Ygl-wh34-4WxtP-lNALRWq8TD3ROoaInboeiGNqgxDVywTbORzfDI4IZdfUfCTNv0vyNloIS7AraE5htqw/s320/IMG_0243.JPG" /></a></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> 20.11.20 tampak amat cantik susunan nombornya. Di awal pagi itu, Allah menghadiahkanku cucu ketujuh. Bertapa gembiranya aku ketika itu. Ramai sahabat jauh dan dekat memberi ucapan tahniah, ucapan selamat dan mendoakan cucuku. Tetapi kegembiranku terhenti pada lewat malam tu bila mendapat berita tentang pemergianmu menyahut panggilan Illahi. Kau meninggalkanku buat selamanya. Saat itu aku tidak lagi menangis. Aku masih mampu bertenang. Aku jalankan tugas dan tanggungjawab menyampaikan berita sedih ini kepada semua sahabat kita di seluruh negara. Kau adalah kesayangan kami semua. Namun saat kerandamu diusung ke perkuburan, saat itulah air mataku berderai tanpa hentinya. Sah.... kau sudah pergi selamanya. Sehingga hari ini, aku masih sedih dan merinduimu.</i></span></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Sahabatku, kenangan kita bersama selama kita bersahabat akan kukenang selamanya. Terima kasih kerana menjadi sebahagian dari kehidupanku. Semoga Allah memberimu yang terbaik dan menempatkanmu bersama para solihin. Semoga kita bisa bertemu di Jannah nanti. Carilah aku dan aku akan mencarimu dengan izin Allah. </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhug_kicPdW6I7PquIdDgADBLDNKyXorCoslE1S8lcMBBWVwNnHFsWNuQJCwe2T7DaFRHdG_5_PalTVdyjUDeowVdmKKehOPPOfE8gh-s0YvVqcB_ZrYaBMkHlxFDdfg58Bxq-6JxHbp4g/s1000/3a7154ac-765f-4c5d-8b05-b981a2068923.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="750" data-original-width="1000" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhug_kicPdW6I7PquIdDgADBLDNKyXorCoslE1S8lcMBBWVwNnHFsWNuQJCwe2T7DaFRHdG_5_PalTVdyjUDeowVdmKKehOPPOfE8gh-s0YvVqcB_ZrYaBMkHlxFDdfg58Bxq-6JxHbp4g/w400-h300/3a7154ac-765f-4c5d-8b05-b981a2068923.jpg" width="400" /></a></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizc3C2uum8Helf4xqrWxIPHAR4UEINQkCCTg2pNhrh88Lzzs4BcZIkX9SZOrrvos0eJn9dIf4oedFauCjaAsINLgjogYBBOgt9QpvSximLY7aOQ0i0JBaWb2Xxty-S122dSyYMP4Vsrn0/s1008/509274a6-3f06-4a77-9949-2dafcdea746d.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="567" data-original-width="1008" height="225" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizc3C2uum8Helf4xqrWxIPHAR4UEINQkCCTg2pNhrh88Lzzs4BcZIkX9SZOrrvos0eJn9dIf4oedFauCjaAsINLgjogYBBOgt9QpvSximLY7aOQ0i0JBaWb2Xxty-S122dSyYMP4Vsrn0/w400-h225/509274a6-3f06-4a77-9949-2dafcdea746d.jpg" width="400" /></a></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i> Selamat tinggal sahabatku. Allah menghalangku melihat keadaanmu dalam kesakitan tetapi mengingatimu saat sihatmu. 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margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="4032" data-original-width="3024" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGe-PWkZqqG_bc1A33yle2SbJx6G0teAgJOoy7Rbmr6hjvwN04-OFSAziRkyLGBaRkaaEMFjdBT42Gut2QI0SHPQ2uIp9fOp3KjUNHVNZYe1aJXiN43gX0ouWuEotMu719O19eYBdV5Vs/s320/IMG_2685.HEIC" /></a></p><p style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFk9kTBe-JRPcNKpg5ih9OHGIbUKycX8SdvAc3Kw7dB5OgfqJYT_qzv1AnZMZqwcrkCQSuBx4PGwhh1547Z7s03O8MvNT2GarI6OMmG-nXseny5YVBhlSYwlDv6Cf9UqQT9otpRzGSCWE/s4032/IMG_0247.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFk9kTBe-JRPcNKpg5ih9OHGIbUKycX8SdvAc3Kw7dB5OgfqJYT_qzv1AnZMZqwcrkCQSuBx4PGwhh1547Z7s03O8MvNT2GarI6OMmG-nXseny5YVBhlSYwlDv6Cf9UqQT9otpRzGSCWE/w640-h480/IMG_0247.JPG" width="640" /></a></p><p><span style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><p><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-40497259986506507222020-11-22T19:10:00.001+08:002021-06-16T19:46:25.442+08:00Musafir Rindu<p style="text-align: center;"> </p><article class="hentry" style="background-color: white; margin-bottom: 0px; position: relative;"><div class="post-body entry-content" id="post-body-3178946742112883403" style="line-height: 2em; margin-left: 0px; margin-top: 20px; word-break: break-word;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Hujan malam menambah resah</span><br style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Hati sepi semenjak kau tiada</span><br style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Semakin hari semakin rindu</span><br style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Biarpun tubuh terpisah jauh</span><br style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;" /></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Bagai patah tak tumbuh lagi</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Bagai hilang tidak berganti</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Bagai terbawa separuh diri</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Bersama pergimu yang tak kembali</span><br style="text-align: left;" /></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Bukanlah gurauan</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Bukan sekadar mainan perasaan</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Apa yang tersurat</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Itu yang tersirat namun ku rela</span><br style="text-align: left;" /></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #26282a;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>Dalam doaku kusebut namamu</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i>Tenanglah dikau sayangku</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: georgia; font-size: large;"><i><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Aku bagai musafir lalu</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Menyusulmu sudahlah tentu</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Disana kasih kekal abadi</span><br style="text-align: left;" /><span style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;">Suci dan kudus kesepakatan Ilahi</span></i></span><br style="text-align: left;" /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span face="Montserrat, Arial, sans-serif" style="color: #26282a; text-align: left;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="color: #26282a; font-family: Montserrat, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"><br /></div></div><div class="aBottom" style="color: #26282a; font-family: Montserrat, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-top: 10px;"></div><div class="post-footer-line post-footer-line-0" style="color: #26282a; font-family: Montserrat, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; margin-top: 20px;"><br /></div></article><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><br /><div class="blog-pager" id="blog-pager" style="align-items: center; background-color: white; color: #26282a; display: flex; flex-wrap: nowrap; font-family: Montserrat, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; justify-content: space-between; margin-top: 40px; text-align: start;"><br /></div></div>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-81375257053347619082020-11-15T18:18:00.004+08:002020-11-15T18:18:52.648+08:00I wish......<p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"> I wish I am a bird</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">So I can fly to you</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">I wish I am a fish</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">So I can swim freely to meet you </span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">I wish I am a Superhero</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">So I can help you</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">But dear... I am just a normal human being</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">I need to follow orders</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">I need to stay home</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Even money is useless</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">I feel so helpless</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">Clueless</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">But..... </span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">I can only wish......</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;">My wish is what is the BEST for you from HIM.</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><br /></p>freeleehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05878573423321610270noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2645126052127963579.post-86239405881909098312020-06-13T13:48:00.000+08:002020-06-13T13:49:35.617+08:00Terpanah perasaan<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: large;">Saat ini, </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">dia hanya mampu tersenyum</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">masih mampu berjenaka</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">masih mampu bertuturkata</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Tetapi....</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">di sebalik perwatakannya itu</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">terselit kesedihan</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">terpanah perasaan</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">terkedu perkataan</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Kini...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">dia sedang mengira hari</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">itulah keputusan yang terpetri</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">pengakhirannya kian menghampiri</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">DK...kau</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">seorang insan istimewa</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">walau kita berbeza agama</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">berlainan bangsa</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">tidak pernah kau menyakitiku</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">malah....kau amat menghurmatiku</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">aku amat menyayangimu</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Aku...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">hanya mampu bercerita</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">tentang kebaikanmu</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">hanya mampu mengenang</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">kisah perjalanan kita</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">menjelajah dunia</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">itulah kenangan abadi kita bersama</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">DK...</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Terima kasih kerana menjadi</span></div>
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